wow this is great!!! a GREAT end to a GREAT day!!!

today marks the end of my sem 3 in sch of computing national university of singapore! wahhaha! finally! and a well deserved day out. when dr low said "good bye" or wadever (whoops! ) i was like smiling like dunnoe wad le. and on my way to buona vista i was like almost wanna cry le. simply overwhelmed by everything that has happened this sem. sch stuff was really just too stressful and exhilerating! arghz. must go reformat my brain le... haha leaving too many bad memories of 03 n 02 project!!! as wad nev said in his blog: "man is born free but is everywhere in chains."

was waiting for min and kevin to come for BJD2, wah seh was damn stressed! they were freaking late! i was like tearing out my hair le... k exam madness still having hou yi zhen the show was really good btw, very funny tho taxi still rocks man, my all time fave comedy so far. heehee today i bought many things. body shop having sale. bought e BJD2 ost straight after watching the show. actually still have not walked ard orchard much yet by myself to shop... can't wait! feel like getting some books to read. been stalling this for a very long time already. btw the decor at tangs entrance is damn damn nice! even in daylight. omg the whole 'tree' concept is just so amazing and brilliant. can't wait to c e decor at nite. 1 of these days i will go c them

and yes, got home and watched sg idol finals. actually throughout taufik's performances i was kind of worried for him. cos his spark wasn't really there, even tho he really sounded amazing for 'i dream' and 'me and mrs jones'. really touching. but he sounded kind of shaky. i voted 6 times. intended 10 times max. but guess got sian of voting kakaka. and when gurmit was abt to announce the winner, i was really like holding my breath. nearly had a heart attack. but when he said 'taufik' i was smiling like dunnoe wad. haha all is well again i'd b buying his album for sure. love the ensemble song as well.

dis hols gonna b a blast! not wasting any time. there is just simply too many people to meet already! and i'm kind of contemplating on whether to go caroling or not. heehee 1 day only anw. anw e songs shd b quite familiar as those of last yr. haha scully russ pull e same stunt as last yr, go for practices but end up on e actual days go overseas holiday. actually past few days i was feeling very nostalgic about the old choir days. as torrents in summer. the snow. even the splendor falls (whoops! wrong 'era' kaka!) but i love the whole choral singing feeling. so fun. can't wait for fri outing esp!!! KTV!!! and i'd b meeting the whole gang again! ok i hope they all turn up la. else haha e ktv still is smtg dat is worth looking forward too. must update myself with e stef sun songs (i hope they come out le!!!) haha else old songs will do as well, can practice since i'd been sick for e past week. heehee craze on fried food now... must control else no voice. i hate it whenever i go ktv when i am sick. i sound bad but i cannot do anything bout it. haha

overall today was a very good day for me

just had a msn chat with a fren dat lead me to brawling my eyes out. i'm still in the process of understanding wad has been going on for this past sem. things r slightly clearer now.

'love is not a feeling,
love is a choice.

because you will soon discover the person is not perfect. as you are not perfect. and so the romantic "passion" will not last long. it is a choice to love, inspite of imperfection.'

been watching lotsa Prince Of Tennis (POT) lately, esp during e weekend. okie basically it's when i'm not outside with frens or wad, i'd b either watching POT or packing my stuffs. so far cleared 60+ episodes of POT and oso cleared my cupboard! now there is room for new magazines for the upcoming year! anw i found some stuff dat'd b useful for the immediate future. heehee saves me some money POT has been rather interesting! omoshiro! haha *mada mada dane* seems POT is v hot nowadays. heard dat it's e hottest anime in japan next to naruto. but characters like echizen and tezuka seriously dun appeal to me much and nanjiro doesn't appear much le... sob sob...

anw went kbox yesterday. hrm... din have much fun since there were still no new stef sun songs, kind of boring and i was not really feeling well. and went bugis after dat. went window shopping and had a nice chat. and i was like reminded dat new year was coming soon and mayb shd get new clothes... haha but i've been buying new clothes all year round... guess this new year wear new clothes thing is seriously not having much significance already, at least to me. ok mayb to most ppl it has already been likedat to them but i guess it's smtg dat only struck me lately.

i'm still kind of sniffing from my flu tho... it's kind of persistent but not dat bad yet. guess must get rid of it fully b4 i go for camp next week. will b exciting!

there's still many things i need to settle and clear.

just watched 'lai wo jia ba' on tape. e show debuted just today. wow~ it's almost just as how i imagined it to be when i was reading the book probably a yr ago? forgotten when i bought e book. anyhow, yes it's a romance story, jie di lian btw qian yong (fan zhi wei) and xiao wen (valen hsu). i rem seeing the vcd set of it b4, only a few episodes unlike liu xing hua yuan, so the story should be unfolding quite fast so no dilly-dallying. i guess it's the kind of story that really happens in real life? to have dreams and trying to achieve them even tho reality oways goes against the path that you hope to go. and about the hash realities of probably jie di lian and also like how getting over a past breakup is never easy. haiz. heehee mayb some1 can get me e vcd for dis show dis xmas~ tho i seriously doubt that.

yesterday went to watch the musical, aladdin. heh we were sitting on e 1st row! so so shocked when we found our seats. anyhow it's like a kid's musical lor with interactions with the audience (kids)... haha tho the dialogue was pretty witty and had pretty interesting puns there was this 'annoying' lady sitting a few rows behind us who had a very 'muahaha' kind of laffter... heehee until even the actors noticed it and were pretty amused by it.

i've kind of finished watching my POT supplies since yesterday. but still got many stuff to watch, big fish and my love generation and long vacation vcds.

next week will be really packed with e SLC camp. guess will be getting whatever camp supplies i need on monday. mayb go shopping~ haven't gone shopping by myself for so long already.

heh. this is like an overdue entry. bet most ppl who frequent this blog already noe about what i am gonna say about the camp 1st hand from me already. anyhow, shall just blog about this anyway.

the camp was a blast!!! heh really helps when ur grp has many yandaos/pageant kings (Mr NUS & Mr Biz Ad) and what nots. 1st time for me that my camp grp has quite a few can make it guys haha. and also another 1st time that i am in a uber siao onz grp!!! haha heard e camp comm thinks our grp is too freaking scary le... haha play captain frisbee can row 1... haha den all e guys all go over and scrum 1... omg man... wahaha
1st day
Scramble scrabble. heh okie we were like photoshopping like mad bout dis. anyhow they were like freaking siao onz! ran back to the function room with me being e last... i am uber unfit... help!!! haha anyhow we got 1st for dis event and rash was like saying if our grp dun get overall best grp oso a bit hard ah... muahaha. e day ended with a few of us gathering at a room playing 99 and me being whacked mostly by rash as forfeit.
2nd day
beach games, skit and bbq. haha, i love beach sand!!! really the best form of organic exfoliation! heh. but seriously ECP beach sucks. v dirty and small... sentosa beaches the best!!! we got 2nd for beach games. e skit we discussed from 1+ to 6pm lor... madness! there were props team, logistic team. my god!!! while other grps played games, swim in the beach, eat at macs, slept, we were like rehearsing like mad n stuffs. haha 1st time i've experienced such an onz grp. while we were watching the other grps perform on that night itself, we were like feeling quite relieved that their standard weren't so high. heh. we got 1st for our skit!!!
3rd day
mainly the forum and exchanging of namecards. they gave out the prizes and we got overall best grp!!! i left just b4 the raft event. heard our grp was damn innovative in making our own raft~ sounds damn interesting. kind of sad i wasn't there... we got 1st for dis!!!

anyhow the food for the camp was uber sucky. haha u can't find any other catered food out there that rivals with the horrendous food found there.

kind of can't wait for the NUSSU PRU bash~! heh can see my grp ppl in their chiong-ing gear! anw shall upload e camp photos another time when all are consolidated.

yesterday went ktv with cheryl, shujun, jj and huanzhou at kbox cine... on my way there on mrt, i actually coincidentally turned to my left and saw him. as i was sitting down and my feets hurts, i sms-ed him said i was on his right. he did not look at e sms and got off at clementi. for a moment there, i felt i was going to die of misery.
(anyhow he replied me like a few hrs later after my ktv... oso initiated conversation with me on msn later at nite... spoke a while... doesn't seem as can't be bothered as usual but i can't really be bothered muahaha)

but the day was great as well, ktv was fun as we had 'david tao' on the house "yo!". haha and i had a nice time after that hanging out with shujun. and when we went paragon we actually bumped into gen's hall carolling there!!! haha so funny. seeing ppl i noe carolling and esp her~! haha. later me n her went shopping ard taka and we actually went zara and bought the same(design & size) skirt! haha freaky... we took some photos at wisma watsons oso... hahaha.

got home and my SLC grp had a conference on msn. haha quite fun. love them all!!!

felt that the camp was really a good booster for recharging in btw inter sems. meet new ppl and just have some fun to relax after the stressful exams which have just ended a few weeks ago. can't wait to meet them during outings. kind of wonder how onz they will b to meet up. heh mayb can organise a ktv since i saw from some of their frensters that they like ktv and oso heard from some that they like oso. CAN'T WAIT!!!

yeah my mind's a mess now cos of e influx of outings with friends for the next few days till after the 23rd where i'd b free till all e the way till new year. but mayb there'd b an SLC gathering sometime in btw.

yeah as i was saying, too many things going on! gen just sms me said thurs got mango sale! i am so excited!!! tho the past season din have much nice clothes. but i guess when there is sale there will b stuff to be bought heh. can't wait. can stock up for next sem, get new year clothes as well!!!

russ just sms-ed me yesterday to cancel xmas eve's dinner already. kind of relieved but yeah i hope that he takes care anw.

just had quite a long chat with a fren, really exhilerating! was brawling out my eyes... just hope that our individual issues will b solved in due time...

shall give an update on the activities of the past few days...

23rd dec thurs:
went to thomson med centre to carol. carolled at 4 lvls. heh so xiong! but e kids n babies were very cute. den went to chill out and eat with lina, xiaoying, sihan, terri, yonghui, yanting, huishan. heh i must mention that e day b4 when we went to terri's hse to practice, it was quite tai tai treatment at her hse... eating so much junk food, chit chat, read her stuff... heehee so nice! btw i din go for e xmas gig in sch. tired and my feet hurt.

24th dec fri:
stayed home watch tv mostly.

25 dec sat:
arghz got my results and i must say they were worse den i predicted. haiz. but yar i guess i'm pretty lan lan bout dis sem already. totally screwed up. was really frustrated bout whether wanna change to biz. jun reasoned with me and i have indeed changed to biz. haiz. i hate this. means last sem was really wasted and screw up. i took a gamble with my results and lost. already roughly got a new biz timetable drawn out for me. i think i quite heck minor already. gonna take mods that i have interest in since i have wasted so many UE already. this is the result of very bad planning. now all my plans have changed so drastically. so pissed that HE got freaking good results! grr!!! his best cap ever. stupid shit!!! I HATE HIM!!!
anyhow on a side note had a nice chat with some1 on msn. heh unexpectedly, we share e same horoscope haha.

btw, my firefox is messed up... lost some links on my bookmarks. aiyoh shit. think clicked on smtg when i was reading HIS blog. stupid shit again!

lastly, i guess next sem will be a challenge. i'm really sick of feeling like as if i did not put in enough effort for my studies and getting horrible results just suck. i need to get my life back on track!

just a quick blog before i go for badminton in a while's time.

yesterday had ktv with guoyong, ken and mayi. haha damn fun and amusing! our whole list of songs were like all damn sad and bei ai! heh guoyong sounds scarily like andy lau!!! haha i swear man, u can just close ur eyes and u hear andy lau singing! with all e works, hk accent and deep voice with strong vibrato! heehee and he was singing uber retro songs haha... sometimes like 1 of them was like asking on another whether they knew a retro song den e rest of us will just stun :O and start laffing. anyhow uber stressful with them ard, i dun even dare to try new stef songs (they had wo de ai and ben there!!! ) cos they seem so critical~

anyhow yesterday after much deliberation, these are the mods that i have selected for the upcoming sem.

CS2105
CS2301
CS3265
GEK1031
LAJ1201

yes, i'm finally gonna take jap 1! after much procrastination, after so many sems. i am finally gonna be true to myself and take something i've always been wanting to take. i'm so excited!!! omoshiroi!!!

gonna watch phantom of the opera with xiaomin later can't wait!

just had an S09 outing! haha so fun. went sakae for dinner, we chatted bout so many things. and oso came up with a v funny activity for next fri! haha can't say wad it is right now, heh if it pulls off, will post the photos and let u guys have a laff haha!!!

anyhow, what a year~! it's actually the last day of 2004! let me do a recap of this year:

soundbytes, quite a major mildstone in my life this year i guess... the bittersweet process of it all.
cs1102, haha all e pain.
the 2 guys in my life this year... i must say i learnt a lot esp from the 1st 1. tho the existence of one could have led to the inexistence of the other... anyhow, let bygones be bygones i guess. i'm not fully recovered, however i can feel that i am getting better and better as every second goes by. heh i have a good distraction

however, i am really grateful to a few friends in particular.
min: the one that has been the most supportive towards me all year round. past all the guys, she has still stayed by my side. i am so grateful for having you as a friend.
gen: yes the 2nd dear girl who is great at giving advice and listening i loved both the mango shopping sprees this yr!!! more to come!!!
russ: so glad that we always manage to go really nice and posh places. very thankful and appreciative of the friendship that we share. never ever selfish. more outings to come and places to visit and things to eat
aaron: thanks for the chats and advices and just listening on msn. really helped me a lot.
donald: my dear 'brother'. will never forget the times when u just listened and threaten to 'cane' me... haha

and a few others as well. i am so grateful for the unconditional friendship that they have given me. through the storm, past guys, ktv, shopping, whining, chats, msn, blogs, etc... haha special mention actually goes to nev, haha for providing so much entertainment and made blog reading to another level. haha

i am so looking forward to my life in the coming sem. lots to learn, lots to anticipate. dis days i am actually quite happy when i am in the process of doing up my NOC application. lotsa support from certain tutors and advisors. things r looking up. shall b handing in my application tmr. wish me luck. i really would like to go. however, if i don't go in the end, i won't b too sad either, cos there r so many other things that i would like to do! and oso there might b a bonus towards not going. tho going will oso lead to another good thing as well.

i am still frustrated over my stream. =/ haiz. shall give it 1 more sem to reconsider. if i were still in tech n doing FM minor, heh i would b taking 2 mods with some cute guy... omg man... haha oh wellz. :p in the meantime, so many outings!!!