slightly disturbed by "the lost highway", a movie shown for my flim class on fri... kind of a warped out dream like state when most things r non coherant and lots of 'porn' in it... haha half e time i dunnoe wad's happening but not at all dunnoe wad is happening... it's like everything does not really link but yet in e end somehow it links but everything is in a mess.
got 05 midterm tmr... hrm... just cramped in 2 mths of work in 2 days... hrm... quite lan lan bout it... haha oh den after dat will b meeting gy to celebrate our bdaes! haha shd b quite interesting...
but seriously, sometimes i can really push a guy too far (whether i like him or not)...
i feel like getting a haircut... hair is v messy... but when i tie up my hair, ppl have told me my hair v little... hrm...

wow this show is great! esp love the theme that they oways play thruout the show... seriously i wish i had some1 like Howl in my life to sweep me off my feet~! sighz... so impossible in real life to find some1 likedat... but yes i love this show

haha i am damn excited bout my bdae le!!! haha can't wait to find out wad russ got for me! n he is getting haagen daz ice cream cake!!! ah!!! haha lucky me~ but fri will b quite an odd gang... mr even sms me back ask whether i sms e wrong person another cos seems he din expect to b invited... so far only tzer hasn't replied me yet -_- ahha den oso dunnoe wad we'd all do at my hse... probably watch tv

can't wait!!!

haha i am SO HAPPY!!! e happiest i have been esp on a bdae in yrs.

heh started e day off by skipping 2105 lect wahhaha i think i'm never going for 2105 ever. study by myself even easier den i went to jap tc tut, haha damn funny. e (only) guy in our class kept saying 'kudasai' at e end of every sentence... haha damn freaking funny... vianne laff until wanna cry den oso laff until she go n knock my head... wahha den went for film screening... stanley kubrick's 2001: a space odyssey. omg my gosh it has got to be e show with e least dialogue! haha super duper dry n boring. yawning it away. so slow moving and towards e end, it became super weird! dun understand e ending... anw it ended like 630 and i almost ran home cos my party was at 7pm. luckily e buses came very fast

oh my gosh! e party was GrEaT!!! =D haha a lot of piracy going on, shall not elaborate. haha e cake was fantastic!!! haagen daz ice cream cake, baileys on e top n belgium choc as e 2nd layer!!! haha... sheesh think russ must have spent a bomb on e cake n present so paiseh.

oh but i so LOVE THE HP!!! =D haha but hell man, e trf of tel numbers. shall go m1 tmr ask them help me trf!!! n i love all e cards!!! actually e cards really make my day so nice to read wad ppl write

i think i really need a haircut. seeing the pics from my bdae... i really need a haircut!!! :O 

anyhow must say dat I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! russ, min, gen, shujun, mingli, kuma, mr, cheryl, junhong!!! n all those who sms-ed me: (special mentions) minh hieu, vinod, sam, gy, grace, shiyao, ncc, vianne, kev, kenghock, ruhui, zhigen, huiwen, mich, karen, tzer, jw, joel, zhiwen, aaron, etc AND jason for calling to sing me my 1st 21st bdae song of e day =D so so appreciate all e ppl who care for me!!!

haha in case any1 is wondering: the stupid shit wayang bastard did not wish me happy birthday.

"remembering 1's bdae is 1 thing, doing smtg about it is another."

bought howl's moving castle ost, ken hirai's sentimental lovers and vol 1 of the Howl's moving castle colour comic book...

wow... absolutely love the sounds of HMC ost... very magical and wonderful... a touch of sadness sometimes... but one of great anticipation of the future as well... haha so much 'crap' here... it's great! albeit being probably e most ex cd i bought esp for ost given i dun have many osts to start with... searched high and low for it... =P

the colour comic book seems great! was looking at the other graphic books and chinese manga which kino listed out for me... n felt dat e jap manga was the best value for money... will give dis a read and if i can take it, will get the rest of the set when there is 20% discount

oh! ate so much at sakae 2day haha cos i had $20 voucher and russ said he will top up the rest if our bill exceeded... haha so we ate n ate!!! wah seh, wadever i told him i like, he oso just take >_< haha i totally fei si le!!! *sobz* aiyah but kinda disappointed dat we din get to try the stuff at pizza pizza... they da pai... open so late

yupz den we went orchard to shop and i got all e stuff i set out the get, tho e ken hirai 1 i did not really intended to get it... oh had some interesting finds at gramophone today. 1 was by peter huang, the percussionist (beat boxer) of the local acapella 'boy' band, skritch. din noe he released a solo album, and the more shocking thing was dat i din noe he sort of a handicap(!) all along. i tot he was just temporary in clutches when i saw him perform the last time cos e 1st time i saw him perform way back in sec4 he was walking properly... and russ actually told me he all along had dis handicap and he had a relapse dats y he's back in clutches... oh no... din noe... hope he gets better soon, he's such an amazing beat boxer... haha

oh and we went to see the 'audition me' by cna over at wheelock oso! haha russ nearly pushed me in to sign up!!! argh!!! so scary!!! haha of cos i din go for the audition! so daunting! haha tho i did think of going yesterday haha. oh and we went to see the shuffle over at the apple shop oso. haha i am so tempted to get it... till russ told me it's disadvantages... haha i realised there was no screen to show the current track... which is like so not good... haha (kk my vocab is limited to not good... >_< yupz so better think twice ba... yeah and he oso made me feel like my hp is not v good... haha just hao kan... c how lah... mayb after 3230 come out and price drop den i will go trade in

ah, and some guy 'snapped' at me on sms today! so grr!!! dun wanna talk to him anymore le... =/

oh had streamboat with junhong, mich, cheryl, mr and kuma for dinner... haha needless to say, it was sticky, warm and bloated... haha =X 

heh~! i couldn't resist this!

got back my jap midterm yesterday (finally after like forever!) and i got...

55.5/60 (!)

haha k i just wanna brag bout dis but yar i really dare say i am at least average ba? haha my closer frens who r taking dis mod with me got lower den me and lemmi see... 4.5 more marks till full marks shd b quite hard to b below average rite? wahhaha kkk! i cannot brag le =X

k any1 who wants gmail, just gimme a msg on msn or here

>_< 

heh! i just got am email from CSIT bout my attachment which i applied, specifically for DNA computing! oh wowz! they r requesting for all my personal details and qualifications! wow!!! happy happy~~~

will be going down to university hall to get my transcript... hrm... need to pay $5.20... -_- arghz n dis sem is ending! okie la... hopefully can make use of this and apply for other attachments and show it to them =D heh

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i must say, this sem has been progressing quite well feel so much more consistent in my work (all except 05 la) and time is, for the very 1st time, working slightly more for me rather than vice versa. so much more in control with time and striking a better balance btw work and play. haha i dun go out as often but i guess i still slack a lot cos most of my tuts are on monday, so once monday is over, i actually get to slack a lot and concentrate on jap tuts for the rest of the week. but well my sundays are burnt as usual. oh and the intensity and passion bout pursuing jap lang is really burning very fiercely and increasing steadily. never felt this way before...

as this sem is approaching an end, part of me wants it to just get over and done with and the other part of me actually dun mind it just continuing... frens are like pressuring me to study already but i am feeling relaxed because of all the consistency this whole sem has been. exams are in almost 2-3 weeks time... so fast! heh, saw the email bout the mod feedback a few days back and wow how i marvel how fast time has past i already long gone noe who i'm gonna give great excellent feedback and who i'm gonna give bad feedback. hahaha!

by sticking to their attached other half...

being aloof ard friends occasionally does NOT mean i enjoy being left alone or uncontacted by friends.

so the govt's propaganda is working, no 1 wants to be left on the shelf.

if you actually think just because we do not take most of e modules together means you can just shut me out of your life, then just kill me

for you are slowly and steadily killing my soul