i seriously wonder how i'm gonna ever get down to studying for 04. have e 2nd midterm tmr and i haven't read e notes, only gone thru the tutorials and prev midterms. cos i noe dat once i start trying to read e notes i will just fall asleep. but yeah i dun feel i am very confident in the later topics... and i have been late a few times for e past few lects so never really cover the beginnings. arghz. furthermore 04 seems like the only chance i'd ever do well for a CS mod. haha

hell mth has started. midterm tmr, OP on thurs (badly need to Ace this!) and my film term paper next thurs. sheesh, kind of regret not S/U-ing my film mod, i really fear that i will not be on par with those lit majors taking this mod and somemore it's not only lit majors, there r so many arts students taking this mod!!! *cries!* sheesh. :S

oh btw, another IA co responsed to me, this time it's e other bio tech co which i applied for, it's in sch. interview next monday at 1030. hrm... guess i will miss my film tut cos of this. ahhhhh... haha anw i was telling a fren today dat dunnoe why those bio tech co all responded so fast, den he said cos they looking for guinea pigs... hahaha

hope i can get by hell mth... =/ 

oh my god oh my god...

 i just can't stop crying right now...

Journey

曲：Corrinne May | 词：Corrinne May

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you to you

dedicated to you...

i will always remember you...

rest in peace my dear... 

arghz! can't get into studying mood... even tho it's my most beloved jap...

anyhow, stuff i'd like to get dis hols or possibly in the near future:
1) Chemistry concert dvd (haha dun think i wanna wait till donald get's dis for my bdae)
2) Maksim concert dvd
3) John Mayer concert dvd
4) Josh Groban concert dvd

i turned down I2R for the biotech IA, cos i realised it's not smtg i'm totally interested in. from the looks of things, unless i suddenly get a call to go for some interview, i'm not going to get into any IA for e hols. slightly down cos of that but then again, it's time for me to really enjoy the holidays? haha study some jap, study some J2EE, sing some ktv with shujun, go out with russ, eat some good food, enjoy gss. e only low point will be that of not having enuff money. hrm... -_-

haiz. exam periods are damn sian... 

i'm definitely going to cut my hair sometime soon or once exams are over... cannot stand my hair being so dry. so the only cure will be to cut it off cos longer hair tend to get dry a lot easier than shorter hair.

yupz! so watch this space! haha.  

very very uneasy now...

just went to check e jap studies website, din get my jap trip... =/ huishan got it tho... hrm... mayb i'd try next year... =/ 

just got a phone call from fujitsu for an IA interview tmr... okie doesn't sound too bad rite? but it oso means i got less time to study 05... :S which is like my worst module!!!

n yesterday's 2301 was terrible!!! misread 1 qns... going to dian di for dis mod!!!