was out with mich yesterday to cut my hair and oso shop ard. was really fascinated with mac eye shadow, eye brow pencils and mascaras! they have so many intense colours! haha shall get them when i receive my pay. anyhow my hair looks like this:

 

haha not bad hor, e quality of the photo. taken using russ' nokia 6680. damn cool and good hp but it's freaking ex! he paid like $900+ for it... rich guy... grr... haha

ah yupz i went to watch charlie n the choc fac in the evening at great world city.

heh cool hor? the movie ticket was actually made using the golden ticket! each ticket admits 2 persons. haha so i had to like beg russ to give me our golden ticket... and he was forever going like,'WOOWWW!!!' whenever he or myself takes the ticket out from the envelope which he used to store it... (cos when charlie found his ticket, he was super shocked and gasped!) haha anw the movie is great!!! johnny dep proves himself to be one brilliant actor, totally sinisterly enigmatic as willy wonka! you kind of fear him cos he's one big weirdo but also pity him cos he din have such a great childhood. the jokes were quite funny as well... haha tho the songs which the Oompa-loompas sang whenever a kid got into trouble was probably too much for me to enjoy... haha but overall it's great cos it's very closely adapted to the book! haha and of cos props to all the great actors!

btw we saw chua enlai, Evelyn Ng and phin wong there as well. haha i noticed chua enlai and evelyn quite a while b4 russ did but it was he who pointed out phin to me... haha i din even noe he was called phin but den hor when i looked carefully who he was, i recognized him as the guy i met at catalog magazine's office! haha russ told me he was the editor of 'my magazine' (catalog magazine la... haha cos i absolutely love dat magazine) and also a stage actor. haha so kan bu chu.

after the movie russ actually tempted me to Häagen-Dazs ice cream. cos he kept telling me about the national day promotion, 2 scoops @ $5.50. he kept reassuring me that 2 scoops will not be too hard to handle. wahaha so end up i got myself 2 scoops of ice cream, 1 was midnight chocolate cookies and the other was vanilla caramel creme! and he got some toffee dunnoe wad. wah seh so damn nice! as wad russ put it, it was purely 'orgasmic'! haha

after some crazy bidding and the NUS server being stupid and hanging on every1, i've gotten all the modules which i intended to take! =)

CS3214
CS3235
ST2131
LAJ2201

yes seems v daunting and heavy... well no choice... else if not den my final sem will b worse...  

so sick and tired of ppl telling me dat my eye bags r v obvious! it has always been there! DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT? if you wanna remind me again about it, then oso give me money for surgery to get rid of it!

like do i go ard telling ppl how bad their complexion is? i actually notice dat a lot. the oil, scars, pimples! but i don't go telling my frens they shd do smtg to keep their faces blemish or shine free.  

CAN'T BE TRUSTED BUNCH OF CRAP!

LOVES TO GIVE ME FINANCE SHIT!

LOVES TO IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF ME!

HOW YOU ALL BURN IN HELL!!! 

WAH I SO FREAKING HATE FOCC PPL!!!

LATENESS IN HANDING UP CLAIMS ALWAYS RESULTS IN DISASTROUS REPERCUSSIONS!!!

i seriously dun think i can have a finance statement even ready b4 AGM because it's not updated fASt enuff.

they simply cannot understand that their one moment of lack of urgency and irresponsibility to hand up the claim can actually snowball into smtg so frustrating.

now there will be smtg for me to talk about in AGM. that is their freaking irresponsibility! 

seriously, everytime i see any of them, i have to restrain myself from giving them tight slaps.

k i guess there's been too much unpleasantness in my life for quite some time... so i shall blog bout a day when i had a rather good day  

met jh yesterday for lunch over at wheelock's fish n co. pretty cool and nice ambience and i think it's connected to this other restaurant 'simple life' or smtg ard that? haha anw their menu is very different from norm fish n cos. got pastas n desserts! we had seafood platter for 2. got a free fried calamari cos our platter had grilled calamaris when we already requested for fried ones... haha so free food!!! haha!!! really eat until lan :S ok then we oso had their hot fudge with ice cream! wah seh u all must try lei! it's damn freaking nice sia!!! tho the ice cream was melting like mad cos it's sitting beside the v hot fudge. but yar it's nice

den we proceeded to shopping for cheryl's present just b4 her party over at bishan :S so freaking far! haha but that's not the point. ok so we went to shaw isetan 1st and began our quest on sampling prospective perfumes to buy. wah seh... smell until high sia... ended up super dizzy and headache-y :S haha after that we went orchard isetan cos they had hugo boss there. haha must say that i'm so seriously still in love with HUGO woman fragrance after so many years! haha k i so need to get it one of these days. ok anw end up we got her lancome's miracle with a small pouch and shower gel. (haha luckily when i gave cheryl her present, she was like,'how come u noe i like this perfume?!' wahhah lucky!)

den later we went jh's hse to waste away some time... by looking at old yr books! haha cat high n nj yr 1. haha found some interesting stuff! wahaha this guy called ray from cat high n nj oways has the same pose in all the yr books! wahaha... must be his 'good photographic' side... wahaha oso saw jovian... wahaha he looks v :S with his long hair n buay song face... jh's sec 3/4 class oso got dis v cool A-Z thing about their class! hee

The party was ok la. hung out with jj they all. and they had dis v cool conversation with yuting n her observations. haha 

just watched 'taking lives' and also did like a few qns on my st2131 tut2... haha mind u it's tut2... :S feel so freak to already start doing tut2 but the 1st few qns seem too easy to ignore le... just keep proving the same things. haiz kind of worried dat i'd b doing stats n jap tutorials only this sem as wad oways happens. cs mods' tuts never ever appeal to me... so boring and i dun noe how to do them anw... :S how can stats even appeal to me more!? i've oways found stats a chore to do... cos they seem so difficult and random to me...

anyhow 'taking lives' was a v short movie. the victims all v gory 1... smashed up faces :S but some parts v cliched la... v expected. heh luckily din go n see it in cinema when it was screening... cos i did think of catching it at that time...

btw!!!

 

daniel's got a new movie!!! ah!!!!!

haha i din even noe until i happen to catch a glimpse of the movie poster yesterday and also see some clips of it on tv!!! ah!!! haiz... but i doubt i'd go watch it... chinese shows @ $7?! haha so not worth it. n he keeps coming out with so many movies! haha he's SOOOOO CUTE!!!

y can't the guys ard me look anywhere near like him!? haiz ke lian...  

the anyhow-ness of others when it comes to money matters is really slap-able!

haha!

seriously, e focc ppl have given me so much heart attacks that i dun even blink an eye when the agm ppl start giving me problems.

haha they can actually tell me they were expecting a cash advancement to pay for the buffet. haha mind u they were expecting a cash advancement. haha how to expect for smtg when no 1 ever warns me in advance?! haha seriously the horrors of horrors being the finance director of the NUS Students' Computing Club...

managing money for me is no problem. no detail can escape my eye when i'm handling everything by myself. but managing ppl who are supposed to be managing money... haha now dats like a BIG problem... -_-

k so i'm not cut out to be a finance director. haha the amt of heart attacks thrown at me are just seriously not gonna make me last another coronary artery bypass... hahaha

meanwhile, on other things...

i think i'm having a allergic reaction... my arms itch like mad... like as if i'm taken 66253231313142525 worth of whiskey shots... (for those who dunnoe, i'm allergic to alcohol... esp whiskey stuff) think i shall go see the doc tmr as wad dalton suggested. haiz i'm so sickly. looking forward to the trip to the dentist on monday as well... my gums, tho not bleeding and having horrible pus, are starting to get v loose... :S v gross i noe... haiz dunnoe wad's happening... 

and,

russ left yesterday. din go to send him off tho... it was a very weird day for me... guess feeling kinda sad that he's leaving and e next time i'd see him is 1 yr later! argh! no more outings where we eat desserts, chiong kino, watch movies (k even tho it only happened twice), watch plays and overorder! haha. what to do... ppl so smart got full expenses paid scholarship at USA!!! haha if it's me, i'd oso go and never look back haha k la... anw i oso freaking bz...

3214 is SOOOOOOOO X INFINITY dunnoe wad's happening! :S

my other mods are also not very cool... 

st2131: possibly i'm 'enjoying' this cos it's maths stuff tho proving never ever appealed to me... and all those abstract stuff dat you cannot see... haha even tho differientiation oso cannot see but i enjoy it so much...

jap2: hrm... so far... i feel dat without okada teaching me and my TB classmates from jap1 in my tutorials, it's really a big difference... a great tutor and frantic chao muggers in jap tutorials really make a diff... haiz just have to bite the bullet and be independent! and i dun like the lecturer. haha guess i never can like jap lang lecturers...

comp sec: this 1 oso a v abstract kinda module. so far hugh (the lecturer) has been talking bout stuff dat seem v normal day to day stuff (ok i noe fermat's little theory is not v normal day to day stuff)... but den when i look at e labs i feel like i noe nothing bout this module at all... haiz...

yupz so my mods dis sem is damn hard core and more sadly, boring! makes me relish/crave bout my film mod from last sem n oso tutorials by okada + my chao mugger jap tb tutorial mates!

anw back to the 1st pt:

i'm not pissed off bout money stuff anymore la. feeling calmer now. guess i'm too tired (and after going thru so much shit already) to be so bothered by what stuff irresponsible (ok i dun b so bad, i shall call them ppl who are at e wrong place at e wrong time and do the wrong things or just possibly ppl who dunnoe the procedures (READ: IGNORANT)) ppl throw at me... such things, i cannot control. i already tried my best to remind them when i need things to be done. but if they can't be bothered to do them asap and happily go chiong den e next day cannot come sch, i oso can't b bothered to worry bout whether they got money in time for anything cos they never warn me 1st. -_-

can u imagine that every single bf/gf u have, whenever got some problem whether u r aware of it or not, they dun think n just find e easiest way out and say break up?

seriously so far i've yet to even meet any guy dat is willing to even try to solve any problems with me when it happens...

seriously makes me feel like as if i'm not even worth that chance...

don't have to tell me,'nvm u just have to wait for the right one!' because you noe that deep down...

he's just never coming.

mayb just a way to punish the notorious 'alpha female' in me. 

this song is just so me:

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone!