i still hate FOCC ppl. not for money issues. but for being such big gossipers. they do it so RIGHT IN MY FACE.

what is their problem?

the answer: THEY HAVE NO FREAKING LIFE!

shiya dearie told me a way to SHUT their freaking mouths. anymore suaning and i will just scream at them:

"YOU JEALOUS, IS IT!"

wahaha no wonder i like her so much wahaha

i have this urge to go to 'secret garden' (if i dun rem wrongly their name even tho i dunnoe y but i actually suddenly rem dis name just only this afternoon) tmr for lunch. actually i planned to go there a few mths ago but then just no chance. it's this v arty restaurant over at bugis near nafa. russ brought me there a few mths ago. their service was rather bad but then the whole ambience there is just so serene! haha was rather grateful that i did not reject russ' suggestion of sitting at the inner outdoor 'porch' cos it was rather warm that day and the porch just did not look too appealing. however there were fans there so not so bad. and seriously the nice nature feeling there was dining there is just so relaxing. haha c how la, tho eventually i might not go there tmr and till after exams cos just seems like a damn great way to waste the precious time i have left haizz

did my study plan a few days ago for the rest of the mth... so traumatizing! stats project and 3214 documentation. need to bite the bullet and get on with it. hopefully... just hopefully... i won't screw it up.

wishlist:

1) KTV
2) Mahjong
3) soothe my nerves (bout all sch stuff)

***Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating***

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyouridealrelationshipquiz/

***How You Are In Love***

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/

***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

***How You Life Your Life***

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?
http://www.blogthings.com/howdoyouliveyourlifequiz/

Long time since i've visited rf's blog, and even longer since i've actually spoken to him! haha anw kop-ed these from his blog...

There is no try.
Either you succeed or you don't.

***

If I know what love is,
It is because of you.
I love you, not because you are perfect,
But because you are so perfect for me.

***

Anyhow what am i doing dis early in the morning?

It's none other that 'my favourite' 3214 documentation. haha more of like pure crapping of something out of nothing... and i kinda agree with mich that now coding seems more fun than documentation... cos the 'the lvl of satisfaction is higher' (as quoted by mich) and 'cos coding can get high 1! (cos when ur codes FINALLY work, u'd feel like u're on the top of the world)' (as quoted by me).

anyhow... my sore throat is getting better... but den my nose like a bit runny from all the sore throat 'medicine'. sian... if my throat gets better even for ktv tmr, my nose might not be ready for it... cos i would not be able to hear myself properly! argh... 

oh btw, just watched smallville season 5 episode 1. the intro is like revempted and damn nice! haha totally damn cool even tho it's still remy zero's 'save me' as the theme... and finally erica durance is officially their cast member! haha i think she is damn damn pretty and cool tho can see she's not getting any younger le... but den so pretty in a mature sense. the mature kinda of beauty is the new way of looking beautiful

Now i really know what 'being sick makes one vulnerable' feels like. I was feeling that especially last night on my way home on the mrt... cannot stop sneezing n my nose was dripping like a tap... and i kept thinking about a particular matter... and i almost 'succumbed' to it! haha but luckily i din do anything 'to get myself slapped' (yes this is kind of a term i've coined). it's just so close to succeeding already, cannot do anything stupid...

anyhow this morning i'm feeling slightly better but it doesn't seem to be a lot much better... i really hate feeling sick... haizz... no ktv, no sweet stuff, no fried food, N it's not as productive when it comes to doing work! the worst is when u've fallen ill during reading week!!! wahaha seriously dats down to pure rotten luck... haha

am i depriving myself of the right kind of guy for me?

haizz.

pls kill me. 

FINALLY THE STATS REPORT IS FRESH FROM THE OVEN!!!

time to sleep!!! 

hehe went on massive retail therapy today with gen!

the day started out with lunch @ pasta cafe! i must say i simply loved my sambal chilli seafood pasta! damn freaking nice! and all the seafood! crayfish (or is it lobster? haha), prawns, mussels. the prawns were v fresh!

then we started on massive retail therapy... esp me... went to get face masks over at the face shop. got the grapefruit yogurt mask and 1 tissue mask. *actually currently i am trying out the yogurt mask! haha damn cooling n nice after putting it in e fridge b4 using! haha mayb b4 using my skincare i shall put them in e fridge wahaha* then we went to mac to get some stuffs. mac was overly crowded today. :S sian... anw i got a green eye liner there! haha so damn nice. i tried on the brigher green eye liner on my eyes den gen said i look v scary... muahaha!!!

anw we made a few other stops over at other places... super side tracked sometimes *like what i keep telling gen,'WE'RE SO SCREWED!' hahaha* keep like going in circles over at many areas...

haha overall it was a damn fun day... bought so many things, spent like $100+ on small small stuff... but feel damn happy now... pamper my skin with e masks! and indulge in the stuffs and makeup i bought! muahaha!!!

wad to do... retail therapy is probably one of the more effective quick fixes to being overly stressed out, exhaustion and bringing laptop to sch everyday + overdose of 3214... 

KAREN HAS THE NICEST CLOTHES EVER!

just tried on the 2 tops which karen passed to me today. N THEY ARE FREAKING NICE!!! both are some sort halters. 1 is a pink translucent halter and the other is this black tube with an extended piece of cloth at e front so that u can tie it behind ur neck as a halter~! THIS FRI IS GONNA BE SO EXCITING! if it pulls thru wahaha!!!

anw... i actually uncovered something which i've always wanted to find out... for the past 3years!!! gosh! it has been so long. and all this while i had been so scared to find out because i was so scared that things will change. and the truth really shocked me like *STUNNED LOOK* O_O i din noe that it started so long ago!!! hahaha!!!  I shall treasure this piece of news~

For now... i shall get on with my life

it all started last night. after eating some of the cookies, my inner gums suddenly feeling damn pain. this pain persisted and i actually got myself a dental appointment today... and... it was(!!!):

wisdom tooth...  

there were 4 in the x ray! i can like see them growing lor! inside e gum!!!  haizz... and the 1 that is causing the pain, it's like jutting out at 45 degrees beside the adj tooth... haizz... so i've gotten myself an op date next wed... gosh! what great timing!!! wanted it this week but really impossible... because thurs there is 3214 documentation and comp sec test... and fri there is jap culture presentation!!!

PLEASE JUST KILL ME!!!

want to cry sia... what better timing for all these kind of stuff... like how many times did i go visit the dentist just this sem??!! haha the dentist totally remembers me le...

my mouth is like damn numb le... so much pus... sheesh 

well, just saw the latest entry of some1's blog... not unexpected but then i can't help feeling a tinge of (what?) jealousy? haha mayb ba... but for what? haha mayb for the jealousy that things could have worked out in an ideal world... but then! the ideal world will never happen! haha WAKE UP GIRL!

anyhow(!), surgery in 2+hrs time!!! hope i dun die on the spot. :p

these few weeks will be really trying!

1) jap oral
2) final stages of 3235 project
3) final stages of 3214

and finally! EXAMS!

haha so damn fast right? i can still rem the 1st few weeks of this sem when i was so not used to jap classes and stuff... loads to do during the hols anw. the most impt which is to think about what i want to do after i grad. looking out for recruitment stuff and checking out of websites and of cos do up my resume properly!

the surgery was a pain in the ass...

i was like fainting and blacking out right after she gave me the anesthesia! gosh! n this time i din even see the needle. anw i usually black out whenever like i get injections or take out blood and stuff. guess i just have a 'thing' for needles... den after dat it was an eternity of pulling and drilling and tugging. even tho it was only for 1/2 an hr. i'm seriously kinda appalled by the quickness of the procedure even tho it really felt like an eternity and i was like choking when she wanted to stitch me up.

*just changed my gauze and took the painkillers and got some ice for my cheek*

and i feel like vomitting all the time! *is this the way pragnant ppl feel?* wahaha can't believe this i'm grossed out but i can still joke about it... haha wad's with me... :p