"Their words are riddles you shouldn't have to solve. Distance yourself from players."

Hmm... is this a sign? 

this evening was kinda nice. super duper geiyan and made me wanna laff at lots of things.

imagine urself having some1, u've oways tot since yr1 that looked great, drive over to pick u up for dinner and u actually get a real nice time chatting about anything under the sky. i must say chatting with guys sometimes is a huge challenge. not saying that guys have some problem with communication but it's more of rather very difficult to actually be able to find things that will interest both parties to chat continueously. =) so yup tonight was fun!

but seriously, i must say, the geiyan-ness of today was really on the overdrive. like so damn funny la. but on the other hand at least it relieves some tension of a 1st outing. all the initial nervousness just totally gave way due to the funny stuff that happened. =P

Interesting~! 

been on a vicious cycle for the past week. yes i know it's only mid week and it already feels like a damn drag! argh!

still have not finished my 06 lab. it's only 2 qns but have not gotten down to completing qns 1. at least qns 2 is done. but i wanna hand up by tmr (hopefully)! if it's going to take me 4hrs to get it done den it's going to take me 4hrs! cannot leave it undone anymore!!!

i met my PR2202 grp mates for e v 1st time today. kinda shocking and awkward. cos we've never seen each other b4. and 1 of them was in my jap makeup tuts b4 (dis sem n last sem's). kinda awkward. haha but ok la at least i anticipate that it's be one of the more fun and easy projects that i'd be doing this sem.

i guess lately i realised that i totally have not been seeing the wahine gang ard in sch at all. it's only during random times dat i see renyu n possibly teck leep. haven't seen vn n kev since dat time during vn's bdae celebration. haizz i kinda feel like all of us are too bz to be bothered to meet up with each other. ok i did meet up with shiya but it's like e rest just can't really be bothered. ok not that i'm being a complete whiner here but at least me, mich, jon, aaron, james still bother to meet up for lunch on fridays. and aaron, mich n james totally dun take any common mods with me lor!!! so u can see the diff right!!!

anw... i am gonna be a lesbian or nun for the next few days. too sick and tired of feeling that i am going to die single cos no guy wants me.

being gay is really ok.

as long as you don't let anyone find out. 

my dearie yuyan came back to sg since nov and even went to work at singtel all dis while and never told me she got back!!! must really scold her hahaha. but luckily she just msn-ed me. probably can meet her on sat or smtg b4 she goes back to OZ.

so exciting!!! lurve her so much hahaha!!! 

haha or rather 'shan wei', at radio pulze yesterday at forum. haha so damn funny. sanjay was like,'you came here to see shan wee?!!! -_- den he just walked off. haha den jon asked me whether i wanna go take a photo with shan since he was like telling me bout how his radio pulze girl frens all keep wanting to take photo with shan and how shan is 10/10 in their eyes. but of cos i din go and take a photo with him. so scared!!! hehehe

but shan is so tall!!! =) uber cute from far. haven't been close enuff to see but yar i think near would only b an 8/10 haha. his hair is so black can! make me wish i had my (once told by a fren) very black hair in jc. =)

my eyes are getting better! yay! hopefully i can wear contacts like by the time my bdae comes or even earlier. but for now i shall not risk it. too much at stake! haven't put on makeup for the longest time (all thruout cny *sobs*). and i wanna really colour up my eyes lids!!! oh well for now i shall 'enjoy' the attention gotten from my new specs. let's see: kf said i looked less blur with specs -_- aves said i looked better with specs + tied up hair. haha not bad rite? tho i've oways tot i looked better w/o specs. but den again last time in jc i was oways in specs and gen said i'm one of those ppl who look nice in specs. =)

and i must say, this year's valentine's was kinda a drag cos i had an uber long day of lessons, 9am-8pm!!! so sian and you can like see the great dip in attendance for heavenly maths lect (6-8pm). but it was somehow kind of interesting to see the lecturer's new born son's photo. his son was born just the day b4 and he was actually named Edvard Jia-Xiong Aslaksen (艾加熊. haha i wondered how his chinese surname became 艾 but mayb it's following his mum's. oh well =)

grr... i still sound like i have a freaking flu. mayb i shd go c doctor or smtg soon. -_- 

and i tot today's buffet was supposed to help me destress. and it only brought me one more step to hell.

buffet at hon jin was quite a disappointment. garlic beef was overcooked. i think it's cos today e place was uber crowded and they just anyhow cook the food.

and it doesn't help that a fucker was at my table. 初次见面 and i get mean n hurtful things dat 针对我 right in my face right in front of everyone.

oh how lousy life can be, yar?

i hate fuckers.

i hate guys.

which brings me to, since i can never have any love out there, it's really all down to the money. money talks

i'm tired

i'm stressed

i've got a gazillion tests to study for

i've got my 2106 lab to be handed in by thurs and i dunnoe how to do it

i'm so broke

i need some proper moisturizer 

i need to exercise

i need to know exactly what it is that i want out of a r/s 

my eyes are better but they still get red very fast even when i accidentally apply toner near my eye area...

my old wisdom tooth site hurts

i think sometimes my other unextracted wisdom teeth hurt?

i cannot contact my dentist?

haha finally american idol is getting serious and the top 24 are battling it out =) and there are so many cute and great sounding guys this time! haha been really long and many seasons since they've had such a strong group of guys. i think it's so much more difficult to decide from the guys who will really make it to the top 12. for the girls-wise i think the choices are kind of unanimous from the choices i saw from idol forums. cos the really strong and powerful singers are very clear cut and the rest just totally pale in comparision. anyhow here is my pick:

Girls:
Katharine
Kellie
Lisa
Paris
Mandisa
Ayla (ok this one not very confirmed but i like her)

Guys:
Taylor
Chris
Ace
Elliott
Will
David (ok mayb not =P )

haha anyhow i really think david and Will look super cute!!! david has this whole Eric Dane/Mark Wahlberg thing going on which i am very into lately. So hot and charming!!! hehe while Will has this whole John Mayer/George O'Mally shaggy hair going on and that is really very cute! =)

 

but seriously, just a while ago i was watching this video of Will performing Josh Groban's 'when you say you love me' and i am like totally very impressed ok! haha he still doesn't sound v perfect and a little rough but if he really polishes up a bit more i think he will really have a lot of potential. i think his performance with the group of guys singing 'fly me to the moon' during Hollywood week was really very amazing! really has this very current kind of voice that will do well/i really like haha. so yup i think he'd get into top 12 if he doesn't screw up. as for david i think it's a bit hard le. he's (as wad Paula said) very one dimensional sounding. and yar he really kind of messed up the 1st week, sounding very very much like a joke. if he doesn't learn to diversify or actually put in more effort in sounding impressive in his crooner songs then i really think it's very likely that he will be booted out. even Michael Buble sounds great singing Maroon 5 songs.

btw i'm getting more n more annoyed by kevin. he really doesn't sound very good as compared to the rest!!! and he always looks like he is in pain when he is performing... -_-||| 

anyhow that aside, i think Katharine is super pretty!!! and she can sing super well somemore! =)