Mr K says he wants to treat me to e choc buffet at fullerton for my bdae!!! =) yay! i've got sweet frens!

been a long time since i updated anything concrete.

22nd birthday was spent in a very different way. the day started off with klunch at clementi with Shuz, Lenco and his 2 other friends, Sam and Weiliang. (Note: the guys have no idea it was my birthday and they still don't know haha) anyhow it was a truly 'extra-ordinary' experience. (anw it so happens that Shuz met Weiliang at their common friend's bdae party b4 so she recognised him) Sam is a super good singer, esp for lee hom songs! esp the intro parts, for the chorus parts he was a bit off but still v impressive lei. and Weiliang is really dis damn distractive guy. always asking us IQ qns and doing a lot of funny expressions and actions. haha i was like laffing a lot thruout the whole ktv. Weiliang oso does a damn good ktv of jay's 'ba wo hui lai le' damn ah beng and stuff.

in btw ktv i received a call from russ who sang me a bdae song all the way from USA! hahaha thanks a lot! that was kinda sweet

ok so i tot i can like go home and probably watch a movie b4 meeting gen they all for dinner @ suntec. but it turns out that after ktv, me Shuz and Weiliang went to eat over at dis jap restaurant near kbox. and this mainly chatting session mostly by Weiliang went on till 530pm! only stopped cos he had to rush to munchies to work. haha he told us so many stories and most we felt were really too personal stuff from him. but yar totally view him from a diff light.

ok so i went to suntec straight from clementi and on the train i actually met Edward. haha so funny. only realised he was standing directly behind me when we were at tiong bahru station cos it was underground and there was reflection at the windows. talked to him a little and it was quite funny and awkward. cos he's gen's fren's bf and we only met during her boat trip and he is in 2 of my modules and we never talk b4. so it was kinda interesting to hear him speak for the very 1st time.

finally had dinner at the spicy ramen stall at suntec (the one whose original branch was at far east sq). balloon was oso there! haha so surprising  after that we proceeded to MR's hse for short MJ session, in which i lost super a lot of times

all in all this bdae has been rather nice. I did receive loads of bdae wishes from bu shou ppl over at friendster. 1st time and so many somemore!

but yar i guess, i doubt i'd really want people to know it's my bdae cos i think i'm getting old too fast!!! someone stop time please!!!

i think i am very

fucked!!!

pr2202 quiz, gek1506 project (which i dun even noe whether i need to do anything for it anot cos it's a series of projects n hw for dis CA n i'm oso helping out in e others), pr2202 project,  cs2106 labs (2 for now and mayb 1 more coming up in a few weeks' time), cs2106 project, cs3240 project!!!

and my laptop is really really fucking ard with me. like got virus likedat... DAMN SLOW!!! i just need it to be in full working order for another 1+mth!!!

AND I HAVE NOT SUBMITED ANY RESUMES FOR ANY JOBS.

I AM SO FUCKING FUCKED!!!

so much easier if i weren't alive... 

-Chrysalis- says:
next person who date u
-Chrysalis- says:
ask him/her to bring u to ristorante di valentino
-Chrysalis- says:
@ jalan bingka
-Chrysalis- says:
off rifle range rd

ok no more 'day-dreaming' or rather unclear perceptions in that direction.

at least things are clearer for that aspect. and...

'when one door shuts, another one opens.'

--- widely used line by eliminated american idol finalists

haha... just got home after a night out with e osaka homestay people. mainly 1 girl and 5 guys. and oh my gosh! the ones that really stand out were Naoki, Yuta, Naoki's 'gay partner' and of cos the 1 guy that i tot was totally cute when i 1st saw him, Naohito.

anw Naohito is damn cute la! the kind that doesn't speak much (so anime-ish!!!) but is just so adorable to look at. today saw him in specs and he looks totally ADORABLE la!!! haha. and my fren says he seems very rich! WAHAHA

Naoki also totally just stood out cos he was like the only one who took the time to speak to (possibly each of) us personally. haha 1 of e 1st few things he asked me was whether i got bf anot and wad couples in sg do... hahaha n he reminds me of Chris la!!! got e eyes, but just more stylish jap hair and very jap looking. anw Naoki is a freaking smoke-like-hell smoker. just light up any possible time. but none the less charming.

Naoki's 'gay partner' oso was kinda sweet. asked me wad time i had to reach home den keep reminding me bout e time in case it was too late for me already. haha now tell me how many guys have ever asked me that out of pure concern? HAHA 

now i am totally like regretting not being host family. the guys actually have girls as their host 1 lor!!! and Yuta went ktv with his host n her frens also!!! argh we shd have gone today oso!!!

anyhow, Naoki was saying he and his 'gay partner' will be coming back sg for one week during dec-mar, so we'd arrange a mahjong session together! (HAHA we talked bout mahjong at one pt in time and were discussing the differences btw japanese mahjong with the chinese one. SO INTERESTING!!!) hahaha cannot wait. i never play mahjong with japanese b4 hahaha!

but seriously one thing dats really irritating is that japanese don't use msn. (how come msn never try to conquer the japanese users!!!) probably only yahoo messenger... darn... 

anyhow... besides drinking and smoking, japanese guys are really quite charming! and they are only 20yrs old, can!!! HAHAHA

now i really understand why sometimes not knowing the whole truth is the best way to handle things!!!!!!

because i just found out something..........

which makes me feel like tearing out all my hair, open the window and jump down............

WITH CONVICTION!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! 

i'm in the midst of writing cover letters for the different positions which i am applying at XXX (*secret as wad gen said otherwise unlucky if say out). anyhow am responding to mich's tag (haha i am ur fren ok)! so here goes!

 

Rules:
1. Bold the following words that are true about you.
2. Green! the things you wish were true.
3. add one thing true about you
4. and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. (it's heaven on earth!)
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast/unclear.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have alot of friends.
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window-shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
hahahahaI'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (Cos i dun think i am Sexy)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have ridden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons.
I can't ride a bicycle.
I think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
I feel crazy.
I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas.
Been told "You're on fire!"
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay!
I love to look at people's teeth.
I don't wanna grow up.
I can cross my eyes n stick out my tongue n still look cute
Gaining weight is a wonderful thing.
I am a PRO...procrastinator.
I am a corporate chick.
I love soft-toys and I think I'm going to have a roomful of them nxt time!
I cannot miss a day of workout.
I love Japan! 

Okie... i am going to tag aaron loh, jh and gen! haha

today was very good and very bad!!!

gosh!!! a freaking fat guy sat on me on e mrt today!!! ^*&^&^^%#$%@#$@#$@#$

vvvvv WTF!!!

ok so he was fat. a seat beside me clears up as the woman sitting beside me stood up. he, while playing his farking nokia hp game, decides to quickly take up the seat beside me. And due to
1) his humongous weight/size/mass,
2) while playing nokia game somemore and
3) inertia taking place all at the same time, and also
4) when you are so damn fat the amt of leeway of space for you to overshoot sitting on your target amt of space is so damn small...

and thus escalating the probability of you sitting on someone.

and ok he kept apologizing (which any normal human being would do...) BUT he also did that

yes you guessed it!

WHILE PLAYING HIS FARKING NOKIA GAME!!!

which makes me

DAMN DESPISE DAMN FREAKING FAT GUYS!!!

 

which was why when dis even fatter guy came into view a few mins later, i practically just gave him the stare of his life la!!!

okok so i got off the train feeling super pissed. cos that fucker actually sat on my entire left hand + bag + left thigh (in that order)... up the escalator i went... and i actually saw...

BENEDICT!!!

wahahaha!!! totally is...

见鬼！！！

hahaha for him it was more of like, “哇！这么巧！”

but for me it was really very, “见鬼！！！”

coincidences have been happening a lot btw me n benedict lately... tho i haven't been really speaking to him for like very long...

haha totally left me coming out of the mrt laughing out loud to myself.

ok, so it was damn fun today cos i got to spend away quite a lot of my vouchers and also spent minimal amt of money today =) . bought dis super super pretty flowery top from mango! (yes all you ppl who know me well will go WOW cos since when does peiwen ever like this kind of stuff... but it's BLUE okokok!!! ) it was $60 but due to the voucher given by wahine ppl it was only $10!!! =) =) =) thank you thank you thank you!!! bought a face pack from the face shop oso... so long never put mask le... and!!! i also had a free dinner cos went sakae to eat. *SORRY RUSS!!!* still got a little bunch of vouchers left after exam den 享受.

but yar... one last bad thing dat happened to me...

recently (past few week or so) i've been having a lot of sweaty palms and soles esp when i get out of super cold air conditioned places into the warmer environment outside... gosh... sweaty palms still ok, but sweaty soles is just plain irritating!!! cos it's damn slippery for me esp when i'm walking on sandals or slippers

when am i going to stop being so bothered about that thing?

when is enough really ENOUGH? 

lately everyone's been so bz! no time to talk to me! somemore with my parents and sister away in Shanghai, no 1 to talk to at all! gosh hahaha

anyhow dis few days have been mostly good? except for the food part. hate settling my own dinner esp. if only i can drive, den i'd be living the life of a full-fledged singleton! the only real die-die-must-do responsibility i have dis days is putting the tape into the vcr for my parents cos they have gazillion shows to watch! everyday one tape. they are hardcore tv drama addicts. those CSI, grey's, law and order, amazing race, american idol, etc. anyhow, i think i've been really like clearing out the fridge over the past few days, probably fri i'd cook some bacon and eat some magnum. other than that, i guess it's almost like that time when i went Osaka? esp when staying in my own hotel room. i must say that time it was a little daunting, because i totally dunnoe any1 on the trip at 1st when everyone else knows at least one more other person. so on the plane no 1 sat beside me at 1st. luckily later yiling was kind enuff to come and sit beside me. she's a really nice person. but yar! imagine dat time i went inside the airport there by myself and just roam ard the departure shopping area all by myself. and i rem that time i felt kind of bored after walking into the shops that i went to surf the internet. and yar having my own hotel room, was good cos i was like handling everything by myself. when to sleep when to do anything was really my own decision. no one to rush me.

anw back to not having anyone to talk to. it's cos usually lunches there's no 1 to have them with? yup, today i happen to meet yiling for lunch and i think i totally like hogged the entire conversation haha keep interrupting her. paiseh. 

oh and i went to city hall this afternoon after my 4pm lect alone. it was kinda impromptu cos i only just saw on the newspaper dis morning that project shop was having a sale that's why i decided to go check it out. plus i had to settle my own dinner so might as well go there after 4pm shop a bit and eat dinner and go home just in time for american idol. end up i bought a lot of stuff. this time's sale at project shop is the best so far for accessories. so many nice sling bags! but i din get any cos not very practical for work. i bought a wallet tho! very happy about it. it's the same design as my current one except the outside material is kind of crumpled 'trash bag'-y, which i tot was quite cool when it 1st came out but was quite ex like bout $40. so now 1/2 price ok la still not say very cheap but ok. and also not like i need a new wallet urgently. my current one still works and has been really serving me well for the past 3years. i love it a lot but yeah, the jeans material outside is very very very worn off. oh well. when it finally has to go, there is my new 'trash bag'-y one. yes and i went face shop again to get a few more masks and finally clear off my voucher. i don't really like the one which i bought previously, cos i guess i prefer creamier textures for masks. oh well... and i also bought michael buble's concert dvd n cd! haha actually when i went into gramophone today, i just wanted to check out the burt bacharach cds. they have loads at cheap prices! but the one which has all the songs that i wanted was selling at $28.95 cos it's a greatest hits album with 2 cds worth of songs. so wanted to get it but so ex but at the same time, the shop was playing michael buble's concert dvd on their tv screen. he was singing a duet with laura pausini called 'you will never find another love like mine'. wow that song is fantastic! LOVE IT. the kind that makes you sing along with it. and later they had this segment with him singing 'this love' and also another one where josh groban made a guest appearance!!! haha with all his jokes and great singing, i finally decided to get this dvd + cd. =)

anyhow, i actually saw Theresa Chan at suntec nydc today. she was there probably wanting to buy a cake. wow, it's like actually seeing someone in a movie actually step out into your world. actually tot of going up to her and speak to her. but well, nerves overwelm everything

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. yupyupyup In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. hey this so too true already. no more time and patience to play anymore games. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. of cos i am hahaha. i don't even need you to think i am, i just AM. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. hmm yes but i think it's more of i'd be forced to break up with someone that i don't like anymore or one that i see i have no future with. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. yesyesyes Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. yesyesyes You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. no la! In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. of cos!  http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/