YAY ZHIYANG!!!!!

his voice was like a freaking girl's during 'superwoman'!!! totally over the top but impressive cos he could pull it off!!! i'm very amazed! and he was like some freaking flirt on the duet with shi xin hui haha shocked me sia cos he's oways been this damn shy guy... gee... ^_^

tho he has this really irritating habit of cutting short all the last words of every phrase of all those lee hom songs, he's still loads more entertaining to watch than teresa

Zhiyang is so cute!!! makes me feel like getting braces for myself and also pinch his cheeks!!! hahahahaha 

anyhow this show totally popularises Lee Hom songs, oways being chosen... YAY!!! 

tried the myheritage.com thing, and seriously i've got a damn asian face??? put in 4 photos and 2 came out korean (son ye-jin, song hye-kyo), 1 japanese (ooo i dun wanna put this out cos she's some adult actress oops!) and 1 just cannot recognise where the face is... wahaha.

haha not like some people i know who got ang moh results! one even got jessica alba can!!! hahaha 

3266 today was rather interesting... haha yes since when did i take 3266? i crashed it cos need to take wahine photo after their this lect. but yar it was interesting because i actually saw a few ppl that i haven't seen in ages! like junxiang's fren, zixiang who was in my 2250 tut b4. and seriously he looks even cuter than i can ever remember but he's short >_<||| haha oh well and i saw dis couple that oways takes the same bus back home with me. din know they were in soc! hahaha

anyhow seriously this sem i have been avoiding most soc ppl except the mich/jon/aaron gang. and totally staying away from the pink tables. cos usually i have lunch by myself. so i just go sit at the red tables and settle my lunch quick quick. pink tables are usually where everyone else (soc ppl mainly) hangs out, anw they are like 8-sitter so no pt i 1 person sit there hog the space. and if later ppl wanna join me, it's like every1 know i am eating alone...

anyway...

it's russ' birthday tomorrow!

Happy Birthday, RUSS!

opportunities only happen to people who do not want them.

in wadever sch trips, employment or even love life. 什么事都轮不到我。no wonder gen always implies that my hair is so damn short. even right now.

so mayb i should stop wanting anything. 

lately it's been disappointment after disappointment. ok mayb some have been boiling since a long time ago just that i have been shrugging it off saying it's nothing. you can never be too sure who are your true friends and who really knows you well.

so mayb i'd just depend on myself.

sometimes things are just too hard. i still have so many labs/projects/assignments to do (even tho i have really nice friends who actually wanna help me but are too buried in their own stuff. i am grateful to these people tho), i don't even know when i can ever start studying. staying in merit is just not anywhere near possible anymore.

probably 1 day i should just go kill myself. 

wow, ever since the Queen episode of American Idol, I've been totally smittened by Queen songs! And Freddie Mercury's really got a damn powerful high voice! Totally impressive! Though if you watch their old mtvs esp those with their concert recordings, you can actually see that he's very over the top when he performs. Actually most of their songs sound quite over the top and broadway-ish And he is actually of pure Indian descent! haha though he totally looks very ang moh la! But well, guess really talented people always die young. =/

Anyhow, my fave songs are "Who Wants to Live Forever", "Bohemian Rhapsody" and "We Are the Champions". ALL DAMN NICE AH!

if you think i'm unbearable, come meet my parents!

unbearable has just been brought up to a whole new level!

2 more to go! 

today's jap paper was horrendously demanding and painfully difficult to do almost everything requires you to write kanji for it! >_<

seriously this time all my papers are damn getting from bad to worse. 2106 was undo-able ok. copying rubbish on topics you totally cannot even bullshit about

but very fast le. i am getting a bit sad that there is no more jap classes even tho this sem's was rather painful.

and no more msn for me at least for the next few days. i'm get fucking distracted for all the wrong reasons.  

29/04/06 

seriously! what have i been doing with my life?
has it all been just a waste of time??

this is on my nick right now.

gosh. just finished my final exam in nus today at 3pm. it was a short-lived sigh of relief and then i rushed to IMM to see lee hom.

haha i think i've been to enough lee hom autograph sessions, or rather in this case 握手会, to actually know what to do during these stuff. don't bother queuing for e 握手会 so early... best is to find a spot where u will have a clear view of lee hom. so that when he comes out and start singing you will have a clear view. then after he sing finish and start the 握手会 then u start queuing =) so yup that's what i did...

anw... lee hom looked more radiant then i tot... cos he really looked very worn out these past few years...

anyhow back to my title. just feel kinda stressed out all over again rite now! over my future... 

06/05/06

haha i actually wrote that entry like on the last day of my exams and i din even finish typing it :S haha gosh

anyway, after a long 'silence', i guess i better write something.

Currently listening to cao ge's album. not bad. but every song sounds kinda the same? haha sounds like a fusion of so many taiwan r&b giants, jay, lee hom, david tao. actually personally, i think the way he sings sounds kind of like Jay (except he can sing better hahaha n more clearly). Even tho his cd says he is some Lee Hom successor/rival. haha a bit wth, if it were true then, he seriosuly has huge shoes to fill! HAHA :S but seriously he looks kinda wonky. v scrawny 1 haha but ok la his voice is so r&b. esp like the duet with guang liang, super nice! hahaha and i am going to try it out with Shuz later at ktv! hope my voice doesn't give way, feel a slight pain on my throat... :S

anw i think i'm the greatest procrastinator in the world! you won't believe the things i've been putting off since forever! *help!*

I'm also still trying to sort out some stuff because things have been ambiguous since forever! >_<