thrifty
got so much music but no mp3 player... when am i gonna b willing to spend money on an mp3 player?! :| and yar i have no digital cam of my own (or even a relatively new model to use, current one is a 2004 model but luckily i still manage to take decent photos... what to do... not so good tools, so must train up my skills wahaha) and also my hp is also a bit of an old model... and i try very hard not to take cabs... even if it's damn late at night...
tame/乖
always feel like I have a curfew due to my controlling parents (who'd absolutely go crazy if i tell them i wanna go overseas with frens). it's like once it gets 11+pm and i am not remotely on my way home by that time, i'd get super paranoid... not cos it's unsafe for me to be out so late, or even needing to take a cab due to not having anymore transport ard at that time. But cos my parents will nag like crazy at me for being home so late the very next day. and it's NAG THE WHOLE DAY LA. super wth. so dats why i hate going out late, going to far places like chalets in the east, hate going clubbing or try not to go pubbing. and i also feel super not adventurous about trying out new things.
quite selfish or getting selfish
i think it's due to being single almost most of my life. it's like i think i have gotten so used to thinking for myself so much that sometimes i just can't be bothered to think about others. well there's its pros and cons i guess. One thing is u treat yourself really well, but there's also u being this extremely selfish person who doesn't give a damn about other people's feelings. ok la i don't think i am super extreme in this but yar i can feel it slightly being in my thoughts.
can't be bothered to remember any1's bdae (except really close fren's) or can't be bothered to make anymore cards/gifts for friends
hey, you can't blame me for these. I used to like write everyone's bdae that i knew in my schedule book. there were some bdaes that i can rem even without looking at my schedule book. but end up, whenever i sms them to wish them happy bdae, i get replies like,'oh i lost my hp contacts, who are u?' Always lei... so really if you can't even be bothered to save my hp no, so why should i even remotely make an effort to rem when is ur bdae? And I really really like making gifts, cards, friendship bands, writing postcards for friends since sec sch. but i stopped doing all these since after jc. because no 1 ever even writes back, let alone make anything back... so what's the point of my efforts? just feel it's a waste of my effort and time.
Currently feeling: oh wth...