today i shall really blog something concrete. angry things first.

What is so damn funny about me wanting to join a dance class?

I actually signed myself up for a gym membership at one prestigious club in Singapore a few days ago. Even though it was really a big bomb in my wallet, I think it will be worth it. I think I kind of understand what Ark meant when he said that it's gonna be a whole new change in my life. So today was my first time there and I must say, the machines they have are quite of a wide variety. The toilets are damn good la, super duper impressed, everything is provided. Besides essential batheing materials, there were hair dryers, cotton buds, cotton wool! The free 1 hour personal trainer was not too bad, while his services were 'free'. Then came the horrible part, the psycho-ing of his 'senior' to get me to sign up for more personal trainer sessions. It was totally WTH!!! Quite pissed off. It was just hard selling, and there was even a point when 'my' personal trainer started laughing when I said that I wanted to join more of the dance sessions instead of just doing workouts with a personal trainer. What is so damn funny about me wanting to join a dance class?! It's like isn't that what people come to gyms for? Isn't that the main attraction? It's so damn irritating. If you are in the so called service industry, why can't you at least show some respect or politeness to your customers? Wah, seriously pissed off, I AM DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO SIGN UP ANY PERSONAL TRAINER SESSIONS AT ALL LOR AND MOST DEFINITELY NOT WITH HIM! And seriously, these people never ever understand the term 'NO QUESTIONS ASKED!'. Like you know those ads like, 'if this product doesn't satisfy you, bring it back for a refund, NO QUESTIONS ASKED!'. It's like if you tell them no you don't want this service, they will be like why why WHY??? Seriously, sometimes I don't understand why I have to waste my time explaining to them why I don't want to purchase this service. STOP WASTING MY TIME TRYING TO COME UP WITH LIES TO REJECT U! NO MEANS NO!!!

Anyhow,

Had a mini celebration today at the vending machine louge with the rest of the freshies cos it was guoding's birthday today. Haha I must say that the bunch of guys are seriously damn freaking funny. Especially Sugit and Rahul (which someone actually called him 'yahoo!' today WAHAHA!). =)

Seriously, i feel so damn bored now, on a friday night. Actually, I think everyday after work I feel so damn bored already. Makes me feel like not rushing home after work man but then I don't get anything extra... But I must say work is quite 'exciting'. Just love talking to my collegues, getting along damn well with felicia and Sally, both sitting in the same room as me. Guys-wise I guess not much ba... Tho there is an eye candy, nothing's going to happen. Work-wise, I get excited just thinking how many things I can achieve at the end of the day, even tho there are some things that kind of agitate me. As what my supervisor and collegue said, the only bad thing bout looking young is that people don't take u seriously. Today, I felt that impact the most because there was this guy that brought his supervisor over to my work area then she took one look at me and started talking very loudly at me and I din even get any chance to say anything then she just walked off. It's not like very scary or what, I wasn't scolded but it makes me feel like some n00b and she like as if she is damn mighty up there. And I am left with 2 more forms that I have to get the people over there to sign. And they confirm make a lot of noise and stuff. Which actually made me think of whether I should just go to their dept head and ask him what to do. Probably I'd do that. Shall see how. So yup, I guess that is the benefit of having a chao lao face. I should stop being nice to people man, probably talk with a louder voice and stuff.

Anw! So no motivation lately! There is no crush for me to go out with or what! Even someone, I know, who is attached has a crush to have lunch with...

I finally layed my hands on the hugo woman deodorant! haha what's so special about it? Cos I've been searchin for it high and low at major shopping centres at town for like more than a year and I actually found it at Metro Century Square! gosh! :D But I am very happy cos I've been in love with this fragrance since JC, never think twice and just bought it. Last one left somemore. =)

Anyway, today I actually got to talk to and meet lots of people in my office. I've got like 300+ applications to clean up and after yesterday I am left with 165, and this evening 109. gosh... Luckily I already sort of 'arrowed' some people to help me, hopefully they really help me and save me some time and effort and hysteria calling and asking people whether I can delete those applications. But yeah I did get to see some of the people that I've been talking to on the phone lately and they look quite diff from how they sound on the phone man. Haha definitely look 'weirder' than they sound.

I think lately I have also seen and heard quite a lot about office 'politics'. As long as I don't step on the wrong toes... And I think since my mum's not cooking dinner tmr, most likely I'd stay till very late at the office cos really too many things to do already. And for once maybe have a taste of how it is to be able to claim dinner and cab fare home. Have to find out who else is also staying back among the freshies den can eat together or something.

Been neglecting my mp3s for way too long! Need to get an mp3 player soon!

Anyway, the 'crazy' email chat all morn today btw me n my eye candy all morn has left me damn high all day! :D found out quite a bit today. NICE. productivity has also shot up =)

haha... the emailing some sort of continued throughout the day... and we actually exchanged nos, he said he'd jio me go gym =P haha that's a nice thought even though it might not actually happen. I am still trying to keep things as neutral as possible. Cos we don't even talk much face to face at work. And I think he's still attached? hahaha oh well, work is keeping me very busy and excited so why be too bothered about this kind of things...

And I actually chatted with jac for a while today at work =) hahaha 1st time hearing her voice. quite diff from wad i tot =P  

Anw... I think my hp is getting very very cranky  

even after all the crazy planning of some dramatic show we are going to put up... i think I've decided to abort mission and just put a stop to all this!

Just don't think so much!

I think i've got to just believe that there will be someone great out there for me and that person is definitely not him. 

as much as i am super tempted to do the crazy thing, i guess i'd just give up that thought and just be the single girl i am and not think about being with any guy. gosh that sounds so sad. but what to do!!! sobz

sometimes the right thing to do is not the thing that we want to do...